When she woke the memory of things gained was lost amidst heaps of confusing abrasion. Everything she could remember about the would-be suitor repulsed her and sparked an internal conversation bent on getting to the bottom of modern attraction. She couldn't stand the idea that a confident woman in the new millennium would feel the need to be bound to a man. Historically marriage placed women and their dowry on par with peace, a concept as speech-worthy as it is inapplicable in the Middle East.
To be pitied however is quite painful. A friend who rejoices in the fact that they can never be you, is a crack in the wall of the 8 ft pool you call your life. A few summer parties in tubes and bikinis leaks to a solitary forty year old skateboarder shredding apart property values. Pity wins when compared to rejection though. To be pitied assumes you had potential to do better. When a woman rejects you the whole world joins in. Rejection either demands a pitiable person emerge or someone never worthy of acceptance in the first place.
To be pitied however is quite painful. A friend who rejoices in the fact that they can never be you, is a crack in the wall of the 8 ft pool you call your life. A few summer parties in tubes and bikinis leaks to a solitary forty year old skateboarder shredding apart property values. Pity wins when compared to rejection though. To be pitied assumes you had potential to do better. When a woman rejects you the whole world joins in. Rejection either demands a pitiable person emerge or someone never worthy of acceptance in the first place.